Scared…
I’m scared….I’ve been given a great opportunity to go study somewhere nice, but that means I’ll be gone for 1 whole year. It’s a great chance to study in another country, but the thought of leaving my family for a whole year scares me. It’s only natural right? I don’t know if I should do this anymore. I love my family. I can’t see a day where they haven’t gotten me through the small things. I also have family in that other country too though.
Family that I still haven’t met, but I’d need to tell my family about how I felt when I met the other family members because I always have to talk to them. I feel like talking to my family is the only thing that keeps me sane in life.
This chance though…it’d be sooo good for me, and I feel like I’m talking myself out of it, but when I tell people about it I’m always so happy and excited about it. All of my friends are saying stuff like “Bring back pictures” and stuff like that. I kind of want someone to say to me to not go because they’ll miss me, but I don’t know.
I don’t know what to do, but I’m hopping for the best out of whatever I chose to do…